Monday, March 12, 2007

Affairs Of The Heart

I tried giving this some thought and ended up sleeping less than 3 hours last night. (Some nights were better though.)

Everytime I see her, the more stupid I'd feel about my confession. It felt like shooting myself in the foot without calling in the paramedics. The most painful thing is that she shut me out of her life the moment I confessed - no more SMSes, emails, IMs --

And dates.

You told me to give her time to adjust as her current relationship with the other guy might not last long. But it really stings when I realised she'd rather maintain the other relationship effortlessly than to test out this little thing between us.

Yes, there were great memories, but they will remain as footnotes in her life.

So, now should be the best time for me to shutdown on her and please forgive me if I behave like a retard for the next few months.

Got this from a close friend though. Would like to share with all readers here. Personally, I find it heart-wrenching.

8 comments:

The Horny Bitch said...

Affairs of the heart is only understandable by the 2 parties. What seems perfect may not be the case for the other.. =)

The Horny Bitch said...

Affairs of the heart is only understandable by the 2 parties. What seems perfect may not be the case for the other.. =)

yit fun said...

Hey how can i contact mesmerised so that i can access their blog? =(

The Horny Bitch said...

how can it be sakae?
the most on $70 lor that place

paradoxical-lilium said...

You seriously need to update...

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here to say HELLO

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y so long havent update ur blog? lazy pig

minx said...

hi there i too got involved within a love triangle an old school friend came into my life hes married we had fun sex was good but to those all we are is FUN we get left hurt feeling rejected. to walk now is the best you can do move on find someone single that loves you for you GOODLUCK